11:31 PM

one can see it, but you cant.

it was me, who was finding fault.
i shouldn't have been close at the first place,
i shouldn't have liked at the first place.

sometimes i find life is rather cruel.
but i should appreciate what i have now.
different people see me and understand me in a different way .

you know what, i think im just a little bit too tired.
that's why i think about these stuffs.
which is unnecessary for all you people out there to read and know.
and prolly i just need some space and somewhere to let out all this.
i felt that i cant tell anything to some people anymore.
it's like that trust in people is depleting.

well wishes for my cousin who's getting married officially tomorrow.
im sure she's pretty nervous and excited!
her wedding decorations are beautiful.
black,maroon and gold.
<33

have a goodnight, im tired.

why you'd gtta be anonymous?

11:20 PM

~~zzZzzz you're just super duper uber disgusting.~~

~~so sorry to say that uh .~~

hello there!

finally it's friday tomorrow!

what a rough week it is this week.

full of emotions and all .

friday saturday and sunday will be filled with family day!

kak ita is getting married and im oh so so excited! :D

gheez, i went to kiddy palace just now.

with mom and cik ana.

and i saw this baby sweater.

omg so damn cute! i like!!

if i got little sister i would like dress her up nicely ah!

so nice sia, maybe i should dropped the idea of buying jacket.

shall buy a knitted sweater instead! :D

cik ana bought a pretty dress for eli nur elzra!

we'll see her wearing that on sundaydayday!

&goodness gracious! i havent even buy my own dress to wear , well not dress uh.

like a baju kurung or something to wear.

cause out of so many baju kurung i have, none of them is in black/gray.

-.- ' last minute shopping tomorrow i guess?

oh yeah!

im starting to save moolahs from now on!

i need to buy new perfume before mine runs out.

dan's DC bag.

mom's birthday present.

dad's birthday present.

and shopping for myself too (:

i dont want you to change.

just be yourself .

kepadanya,

11:20 PM

Wahai manusia
Sedarlah dirimu
Hidup di dunia, hanya sementara
Dekatkan diri padaNya
Biar terluka
Hapuskan sangsi mu
Ialah petunjuk buat segalanya
Arahkan diri padaNya

hello friends!

no worries, i'm perfectly fine! (:

i finally got an A for a module, at least,

IT aku boleh diharapkan. hehehe :D

must work harder jyeah!

went to library to return my books.

i havent finish reading H.R.H!

i wonder what'll happen to christianna.

shall borrow it again!

after returning books, went to hq met irfan and met faris otw there.

as usual we lepak, talk about going to school,

about the o levels results this coming saturday(like we're the ones who're takin e results,not),

about people,

about relationships,

about many things! (:

i love those two boys! <33

too bad zul is not there.

member busy working his ass off before school starts for him!

hahaaha.

oh wells,

poly marina and sp open house and auntie coming to house tomorrow! lol

we'll either be doing partial life boat rescue drill or a ride to sp@dover! :D

sexcited baby!

after that will be going home,change,

and meet my miss evia yap jun huan who just came back from taiwan!

she's going to give me something from there! omgomg.

more sexcited! hehee.

i hope she takes pretty pictures there with her new dslr baby!

after meeting her will be meeting irfan,

then we head to sp for sp open house.

should be meeting sypek there i guess.

after open house have to go home straight, maybe cik ana's coming.

ade ade jer makcik aku ni. hehehe.

nak surprise2! then friday going shopping with her at arab st.

then head to simei.

this friday,saturday and sunday will be spending most of my time at simei.

going to and fro from cck to simei.

omg T.T ,

car please? hahaha.

$$$$$ no money to take taxi. ZZzzz.

okay bye!

currently in love with hady mirza and taufik batisah's song - kepadanya.

old song i guess? lol!

yesterday i watch the sky, the clouds.
everything is so beautiful.
so blue and so white.
today, i watch the sky at night.
i saw many stars.
which is more beautiful.
i love to see the sun,sky,clouds,stars,moon.
everything is a beauty.
&everytime i see it,
my heart sanks..

9:33 PM

alright, buzzz of that emo shits.

i want to eat bubur kachang durian.
bahahahha. sedaaaaaaaaaaaaaap babe!

chatting with maisarah once in awhile at msn is so damn hilarious can?!

7:23 PM

wow,that's quite alot for me to absorb today.
feels like something is piercing in.

now, like my friend once said,
"i need to go to the doctor to mend my broken heart. "

no worries. im okay,
just that i need time to recover.
thank you (:

remember loving someone that doesn't love you is like reaching for a star, forever moving. Deep down, you know you'll never reach it, but you just keep trying, living in denial hoping that things will change. The truth is they probably won't. But the most important opportunity here is for you to change, recognize your worth, and realize that somebody, somewhere, is waiting for you.

-from a friend whom i would really love to thank.
thank you for helping me and also telling me everything (:

as in,for now, i should just concentrate on studies.
i have no heart for anyone right now.